The Moment

It was at 1 o'clock in the morning when I received a text message from Danial, he texted "wehh??!!!daa tido??!!" The way he wrote it seems like there was something wrong.. I can tell from those question marks and punctuation marks that he wrote. I replied "blom , asal doh ?" He replied within 2 seconds telling "apam mungkin meninggal" I was in shocked. I couldn't even believe what I'm seeing. I called Adi, to make sure of it. He started to cry and told me it is true.. It was so hard for me to accept. I can't believe this such thing. My own best friend died??! It just like, impossible for me.

I started to tell everyone about this shocking news. No one believes me, everyone thought it was a stupid jock or a prank text message. because, nobody has ever expected this thing, losing a great friend?? He's gone from this world?? It just hard.. The next morning when I woke up, I immediately, told my mother the news. She knew apam since 2006. Plus, my mum and apam's mum were friends. Even my sister is best friend with his sister. Then I called my father to ask for his help to send me over there, Apam's house.

We got there around 10 something. I met Fitri, Danial and others. We all thought his 'jenazah' will go to the house first but, he was sent directly to the mosque near the cemetery. Fitri, Danial and I went to the mosque with Mowk's or Firdaus's sister. When we get there, there were a lot of cars and people. We all waited the 'van jenazah' for quite long. All people go surround the van to get Him. His family members and some of 'orang masjid' helped with 'mandi mayat' and 'kapan kan'. Danial and I stood right next to the door where he was 'kapankan'. I was shaking and scared. I kept saying to Danial, that I don't wanna look at arwah's face. I just can't... Danial told me this is the last time to see his face, we won't get this chance anymore. It's the last time to see his face. It is true, this is the last chance.

Suddenly, a man was calling for arwah's family to take a look at arwah's first. I got a pick of arwah's kain kapan, I felt so scared during the time. Arwah's was brought in. The man, opened the cloth that covers the face to let all his family members, relatives, and his friends to look arwah's face for the last time for a couple of minutes. When I saw arwah's face, I started to cry, I couldn't help it. I still can't accept it. It's too early for him to go. His too young, just sixteen years old.. All the people in the room, was crying. We all love him. All his friends were there except for those who couldn't make it or still haven't heard the news.

Arwah's face was fine, he looked calm. The accident doesn't gives effect on his face. Alhamdulillah.Arwah's family and some of his friends helped carrying him inside the mosque. I had the chance too. We performed Zuhur's and Jenazah's prayer and went to tanah perkuburan. Masjid's man brought jenazah to finished the pengebumian. The faster, the better. They put slowly, nicely and carefully in the place. Two of arwah's older brother, helped. Imam started to recite doa' right after they done. We all went back after the doa and 'talkin' finished.

It was a long and sad day for me, so does to everyone else. This is the first time in my life I really lost a friend, a best friend. We will never forget you Apam.. Sedekah kan lah segulung Al Fatihah kepada arwah dan mintak2 lah roh nya akan di cucuri oleh rahmat Allah dan ditempatkan di kalangan kalangan orang yg soleh dan beriman. Amin~

A true friend

11/2/93 - 8/06/09

Huzaifah,